naked angel

Ballerina poppina

true love for...mom

forever

rock n'a billy

Thankx to Femke xxxxxx...
For respect off rebel women ...

scream...

I like to scream....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
for all the nives I had in my back, the last months...

Life is cruel and hard ...

lady in red

Photography and styling by Rüt Huyzentruyt

...thanks to Margot ,18 th birthday !

my psychic vampire

It's better to say "goodbye" to a friend ...
than to say "hello" to an enemy...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62Kq1VMlSdM


in memory off my psychic vampire...

a psychic fight

Everyone have ones ... a psychic fight ...
You meet someone, who like playing games...
But games change in dangerous games...

You are both 2 strong personalities...
you have both respect for ea...
But to be in 1 room is too much energy...

And when the energy become "bad" energy...
there is a psychic fight...
and sometimes you lose control...

I had a psychic fight with my vampire...
soulmates becomes enemies...
fight off the strongest personality...

People around see a stupid game...
they feel also the bad energy...
my vampire explore how much he can take...

People have to chose... between 2
they don't understand at all...
who's bad ?...who's good?...

my vampire see reflexion in the mirror ...
is scarry about what he see in that mirror...

to do a confrontation with a psychic vampire...
put the mirror on his face...and let make
him do a confrontation with himself...



a citate off my erotical book
"kiss my neck... psychic vampire"

I'm thinking off you...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxfxDycUVnE

A clip I like about the decor,romantic feeling,...vintage lingery !

my space

www.myspace.com/kissmyvulvakissmyass

red flower

girls and big cigars

my little feets

I like walking on the beach...my feets in the sand!
I like summer...sun on my little feets!
In Ibiza...I change my high heels...for my slippers !

wanted !

Friends off Ibiza...I met on a photoshoot 10 years ago !
They came to Ibiza with nothing,only a little money,a bike,and a few clothes...they sleep on the beaches ,eat fish,no papers,they were stolen ,...
I was taken pictures on the beach in Ibiza and I needed a couple ...they were walking on the beach on the right moment...They showed me the island with the special places...and every time I went to Ibiza,I tried to see them...
Now...I lost them...Maya moved to India ...I think,Enrico still on the island or moved to England...

feeding my childs

As woman ,I chose for feeding my childs...10,8 and 6 months...

Even I did work again after 5 days off Maria-Louisa's birth...she was with me on shoots...

If it was time ,I made a time-out... to feeding my child...

...a very special moment for a woman...

Vicky Cristina Barcelona

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glQHG92Yvoo

One to watch...regie off Woody Allen

the game...to seduce...
the game...to love...
the game ...to hate...

Valentine's day

Red lingery,red shoes,red lips...
the red room in Arjaka restaurant
a bottle off red wine...

Romantic music...tables off two...
I was looking to the people ,to study them...
the real lovers...
the fake lovers...
the payed lovers...

I was wondering...why not a table off 3...

pregnant at 19

Pregnant at 19 !Mam at 20 !A few months after my 20 th birthday,I became a mam !
I don't wanna make publicity about a teenage-pregnancy !It was happens to me...with love!
But to be a young mam...gave me the power to make something off my young life...
I didn't stop to live...I finished my photography studies ,started my first shop and did also freelancework ...and at 21, I was for the second time mam !At 30 th ...a 3th girl !
I didn't it alone,my friend D (and man ) took his responsibility and helped me very much !
For both off us a new adventure !To be a young mam and dad !

When I met D...

my rebel me at 18 !

I came true the door...as a young and sweet girl!
D was sitting next to his friend and said..."SHE" becomes my woman !
The friend answered ...she's taken ... and she's a good girl !

A week later... our first talk !
D was 20...I was 18 and it was a very hot summer !
My parents were on vacation and I was home alone...
D was taking" a time out" and travelled around by friends...
I had a boyfriend but...I wanted to give him a home, for a week !

We were both young and very crazy at that moment ...and maked also a lot off fun !
He did sleep a few days in my home, in another room and I was
a very good girl and D was waiting...and waiting !
Day by day off that week...he opened ,a little, the door to my haert !
One day ,I said ...iff you find my room...you can sleep next to me !
He found the room and was watching me the whole night...
without touching me...I awaked and he was next to me...looking at me !

That summer we saw ea a lot, as friends...and had a lot off fun !
I saw my real boyfriend...and after the dates ...also D,he was waiting at me !
They were also friends off ea...and we maked fun all together !
So,I had 6 months an affaire with D and also with my boyfriend ,two boys!
With my boyfriend ,I was a sweet girl...
With D ,I could have a lot off fun and be a crazy girl...
D showed me a totally "new" world for me...and I liked !

The first time I was really drunk...(I didn't drink before)...and wanted to be a tuff girl !!!
D drived my to his father's home...I was too drunk to go at home ...
But first he let me walked true a shopping street...early in the morning!
I felt to the ground... a hunderd times,I was laughing the whole street and totaly destroyed !
He let me ...and give me a bed to sleep...the morning after,he cleaned me up...I was very sick!
That morning I met the father off D for the first time...nice for him?!
D was a rebel ...I was the sweet girl !

After a while D became a "sweet" rebel and I ...a "sweet rebel" girl !A perfect team !
I broke with my boyfriend and moved out off home and stayed with D!
I lived with him in a room 4/4...I went to school,he worked...
We were very passionated and maked love more than 3 times a day...!

21 and 19 and totally crazy...!!!
And one day ...I was pregnant !

15 years later...
We do still a crazy girl and boy...
We do still a lovely mam and dad...
We do still... a "openminded" married couple !

We both came... "sweet rebels"...!

Last weekend ...I needed to stop by police...my first alcoholic/drugs control !

I had no passport,no driving card...only my sweet smile !

I was friendly...and the test was safe,my papers weren't a problem !

D was next to me and jalous...when I drive without papers ...there is a big problem !

So...he came out off the car and did a urgent "py-stop" ...the policeman did him stop!

D had not to py on a public place ...but he was smiling ...It didn't work!

A rebel stays a rebel!

A sweet girl stays a sweet girl !

D... my sweet rebel ...my lovely man !

firewoman

a woman

A citate off a woman ...

"Whatever you give a woman...she will make it greater !

If you give her a smile...she'll give you her haert !
If you give her a house...she'll give you a home!
If you give her groceries...she'll give you a meal with love !
If you give her sperm...she'll give you a lovely child !

So,if you give her any crap...be ready ...
to receive biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggg troubles !

red flower

red lips

eye

Snowtears

Psychic vampire

Almost 10 years ago ...I met a boy.
He had the same age off me and was also a little timide like me .
He became my friend and also my soulmate...
We had a lot off good times but also a lot off bad...

But after a while...I feld there was st. wrong about him...
I did a few reportages off him for move-X,out soon and going out...
He didn't said too much about himself and created a certain distance...
So I was interesting ...and studied why?

After a while I recognized... a psychic vampire!
Not like the movies...they are not vampires with big teeths...
and living in the dark...
I know also there are a lot more in the world than we
can even imagine,not always even bad...

So...I really had a "biiiiiiiigg" problem but
I started to read and to write erotical stories about ...
My first erotical book "kiss my neck ...psychic vampire "!

A psychic vampire "takes" your energy...!
He always takes and he never can give... !
He use people around to get higher on a energy level...!
He's never alone...and is afraid for a confrontation...!

When you recognized the psychic vampire...
He runs away or he becomes your enemy...

So, my psychic vampire...I'm sorry for the publication...
But I play with "the same cards" you do at the moment...

You know me very good,I know you very good ...
Soulmates becomes enemies...

"kiss my neck ...psychic vampire !"

I wish

I wish...I could take your hand
and load you...

My hair,my tears,my open mounth...
...my neck...,my flowers...

and could open my legs...


A little text off my erotical book...
"kiss my neck...psychic vampire"

Rüt

my sexy man

One ...to start the year 2009 ! (Ibiza ,cala Bassa 1999)!)
My sexy man...in all these years...he didn't protest to be my model for some shoots...but it isn't his dream...
to be married with a photographer is not always easy...

Thank you...my sexy man !