donderdag 27 november 2008

I blame you


I don't blame you...

I don't blame you for the pain I feel...
I don't blame you for the sleepless nights...
I don't blame you for being tiried off the psychic fights...
I don't blame you for feeling me bad...

But I blame you for thinking I am

Rüt

maandag 24 november 2008

Timide

In my work ...I express feelings...

For my work in come in different situations,places,and have contact with different people...
Sometimes they call me "a cameleon" or "bizar"...after the shoot ,locked the bottom ...to go to another shoot...very interesting ...but tiried...

But in real life in come back to my "own" family and can be the" timide" woman...

donderdag 20 november 2008

Wild orchid ...By Zalman King

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jpv1DwxyOdk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQ-OUaCIEWA

I'm a big fan off Zalman King... producer off Wild Orchid,Red shoes diaries ,9 1/2 weeks...
As man ,he can really get close... to "the fantasy" off a woman...
A woman is a mystery...not always easy to understand...

but the most beautifull thing ...

my dancing shoes...

After a long time ...I'm dancing again...

As little girl...I went to the theater with my mam...
I started dancing in my room...in front off the mirror...

As girl ...I liked dancing... but not on stage...
As woman...I liked dancing...but not in front off the mirror...
As mam...I like dancing ...with my daughters...

My little me...

woensdag 19 november 2008

Flamenco

Flamenco... is the struggle between woman and man...the fight between "el toro" and "el toredor"...most beautifull dance for me ...so much passion and pain...inspiration off life...
My two heroes off dance" Rojas and Rodriguez"...I had allready personal contact with Rodriguez(the little one)...

So much power on stage ...
So much frigility in real life...

with respect ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7c33yPGQ0Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9bBOYnJNPg

Little girl is growing up...

As little girl ... I was an angel...
As girl ... I was sweet and timide...
As woman... I AM

Rüt

My tattoo

zaterdag 8 november 2008

Women and tattoo

I'm inspirated off tattoos and women,and the combination off it !
For my mam-day 2008...I had my first (and only) tattoo...
3 exotic flowers, presents my 3 daughters on my vulva.

created by tattoo leroy and myself